Quid non pro quo at it's peak

At long last my friends I've decided to once again open the gates of my mind just to try to let you see the awesomeness that hides within! I've been trying to hide from the allseeing imbeciles of the public for a while now through just ignoring everyone! This was mb not such a good idea since as I've said before 90% of the world is filled with idiots, and ofc the competitive dota scene is not different... I'm just so tired of reading that "LODA GOES HON STOPS DOTA" at sites that has never asked me for a statement nor seems to care about their sources or if their so called "news" are just the latest pile of shit found on some random forum. But who am I to judge? I mean e-sport sites has been trying to become more and more like other sport sites, the difference is only that write questionmarks after their headlines that could just be rumours =) LODA TO HON???? LODA JOINS AEON.RU??!? Pfft but not even the free working 14 year old sexthirsty pimple virgins can do their job anymore... And then people actually try to say that this is a way for me to get attention? GAH I'M JUST SO TIRED OF YOUR WORTHLESS OPINIONS..................... Why do I still even consider reading comments on news concerning me? If all I wanted was attention I would just have stayed in china (Yes I've gotten several offers), or mb I would have updated my blog every single day to squeeze the last out of my faithful fans. But who cares about my opinion anyways =)

Aaaahh and before I forget I just wanna say:

1: Thanks to all the people that actually wished me luck and kept supporting me even if they believed I left the scene for a copy :) I love you all very much, and there will always be a special place for you in my heart :)

2: I do not really understand the logic behind people flaming me for not being one of the top players anymore and bla bla bla, it's always the same people saying this after my team has lost a tournament etc. I mean ofc I'm a washup when my team only won two of the major tournaments in europe last year, gamescon prolly being the biggest of them all. And this is not about bragging, it's just honest facts and I wish that all you haters will die a cruel and painfull death somewhere where everyone can see you linger but won't help you :):):):)::)::):)

3: I was only a standin for Aeon.ru because pgg asked me, and I enjoy playing with that bunch of russians, even if we have a hard time understanding eachother sometimes (azen ofc lying about not hearing me on vent) :D I would never leave my old team without talking it through with all of them, but since we had at long last left fnatic (thank god) and with my team staying in china for a while I did not see the problem with playing as a standin for another team, or?!?

4: Hon will not be a game I will take serious for a long while, atleast not untill it has been seriously balanced. It's not like I've signed a contract with anyone or something like that. As I've said before I'm helping my irl mate POLISEN with his team, and tbh this would never be a team I would choose if it wasn't friendship involved :) Saying I switched game caus I'm playing hon is like saying "LODA LEAVES DOTA FOR DRAGON AGE" Because I imagine I've spent 10x times more time on this awesome rpg than on hon!

5: I loved china and all the people there <3 It was an awesome experience and I just wanna say thnx to the fangirl who actually gave me a kiss :D And the other girl nanke? Who gave me a necklace as a gift (I hope you've got the other part of the heart right?) :D

Ahhhh how sweet it is to just think about how angry some stuff makes you, and just raaaaaaageeee on a place where you can write anything you want :) Uni started today, and it actually feels really nice to live in a new city filled with students students students. I just hope im lucky with my group tommorrow, I'm happy just as long I've got something pretty to look at =) Aaahh and zon has been lovely enough to help my stay down here be a green one!

Shoutout to bogdan my only love, and ofc to sofia who's only using me to make her look good at hon (Yea sorry guys I do play it sometimes... but it's only because she's a girl and she likes the colours...) and then ignores me with the excuse that she's not a talkative person?!

Bon voyage, inshallah, Jambo sana, in god we trust and ehhh and other words that has nothing to do with eachother! Wish me luck for tomorrow! And remember that in my team EVERYBODY LOVES EVERYBODY

P.S no I don't believe the topic to be a real sentence =)